It falls in torrents

Crashing

Cascading

Soaking 

Smothering

Filling

Flooding

And I am drowned.

2. Spin

All is blurred

Down is left

Left is right

Right is up

Up is nowhere

Seeing is deceiving

Believing is a feeling

Which is not here.

3. Rinse

It stops. Just to start.

The headspin caught in a waterfall

The dizziness stays in this waterlog

The unreachable uncatchable breath

Is above the surface again

But I am sunk.

4. Spin

Again; no silence, no reprieve.

The circles take away choice

And freedom

And thought

The gravity takes away movement

And effort

And light

And I am still. 

5. Stop

And I am still, still.

But even though I

Desperately
Hopelessly
Want

I can not move.